poem #5

written: jan. 14, 2010
title: "don't even try"

" don't even try to say my name,
dont even try to play that game,
don't even try to say that ya miss me,
and don't even try to kiss me!
i miss you sooo bad
and all the times we had!
im sure our memories will change
and our hearts will rearrange,
but for now its still so hard!
and if only you could see whats stirring inside of me!
don't even try to reach out your arms and say that your here when yous lies are so clear,
and don't even try to give me your heart
because you already tore it apart."

Again, i know! i know! i'm sooo sorry! but for some weird reason...i feel this annoying tugging feeling to share these. :p i've been trying to compress the feeling for a long time but the "tugging" just keeps coming back! haha

not to self~ i'm just going to give you guys the head up now. and that is, if you see the date in January...its probably going to be somewhat deep and kinda depressing...BUT PLEASE DO NOT STOP READING!!!....TRUST ME...it gets better!! :)))